Has anyone ever noticed, how when you just start noticing how wonderful the things around you are, and you start loving your life and just having fun with everthing, it all comes crashing down? You start to just get a bounce in your step, and over the course of about a week you just get happier and happier over nothing. Then something bad happens. Its not enough to ruin your mood, but it puts a damper on your day. Then the next thing you know, everything is all wrong.

Do you know what I mean?

Maybe it's just me... but when one thing goes bad, they all seem to.
It's like the domino effect.

My mom told me i can't keep my emotions bottled up inside today, and I wanted to tell her, "I've been doing a pretty good job of it so far." Instead i thought it at her.

You're probably wondering if there was ever a point to this journal, there isn't. Never was. I just had to tell someone how i was feeling, even if i don't want anyone listening.