its pretty sad when your so intent on drawing, and so focoused on drawing, that when someone opens the door to your room you jump and almost knock everything over.

so anyway, im practically broke, so you all get a drawing for christmas.

i hope you all like them.
(dont be angry plz if its a little after christmas )

i sugest no one read this, its a bit of a childish/selfish rant....

life is short,
and then you die.

life sucks. i am/was sick. my parents are talking of devorice AGAIN. my big brother isent comeing home for christmas anymore. and my drawings suck + the artist block is squishing me.


AHHHHH!!!!!!!! i am stupid, i give you all permission to smash my head into a wall untill i lose all sense of the world. then you can watch me bleed to death~
(sorry, is too pessimistic-[no idia how to spell] and selfish.)

what ever i love you all~!
(O.O sorry, can you say BI-POLARISH!?)

1)Grab the nearest book to you, turn to page 18, line 4
“how much longer are you going to take? Its getting light!”

2)Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
technically nothing. Otherwise my ‘lil brother~!

3)What's the last thing you watched on your TV?
a move, spirited away

4)Without looking, guess what time it is.
4:00

5)Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
… OH BOOYA! Its 4:11


6)With the exception of the computer, what else can you hear?
the song playing, and ma ‘lil bro playing resident evil 4

7)When did you last step outside? What were you
going to school...?

8)Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
random pplz DA pages~ ^-^;

9)What are you wearing?
black sweatshirt, green shirt, pants, socks, boots, ma dog tags, bra, glasses, and undies of course~!

10)Did you dream last night? What of?
well you see, funny story about that… normally I don’t have dreams about real people or OC’s or people on shows/movies/animes. But I had a dream about one of these catagorys of people, and im just not gonna say who… ^-^;

11)When did you last laugh?
a real true laugh that makes you feel high on life? I cant remember… *sigh*

12)What are on the walls of the room you're in?
… a lil dutch man, lots of boxes a turtle bed window door and stairs…

13)Seen anything weird lately?
I have leared that noting is truly weird.

14)What do you think of this quiz?
not much, im just doin it~ ;D

15)What was the last film you saw?
…Bolt?

16)If you became a multi-millionare overnight, what would you buy?
Lots of things.

17)Tell me something about you I don't know about.
if I haven’t told you there is a reason for it. But I am eating cheese its

18)If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
…im not getting into fights with people over this, so Im not tellin.

19)Do you like to dance?
…yes.

20)George W. Bush?
…is my grandmothers cousin.
…is realated to me.
…is an embarrsment, and F****** sorry @$$ excuse for a presedent.

21)Imagine your first child is a girl. What do you name her?
It all depends, I don’t know.

22)Imagine your first is a boy. What do you name him?
same as Q 21

23)Would you ever consider living abroad?
I a different far away place you mean? Yes, plan to go to Ireland.

24)What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
“welcome home.”

25)NOW TAG SIX PEOPLE WHO MUST ALSO DO THIS IN THEIR JOURNAL:
Who ever wants it.

I Fear…

[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth (but not something im looking forward too)
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights (… make me a bit anxious)
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 0

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure (I am a failure )
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 0

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death (remember i said im a failure? well i fail at life~)
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities (I do better under pressure…
[/] doctors, including dentists (ONLY BECAUSE OF PHISICALS!!!!)
[ ] tornadoes

Total so far: .5

[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th (one of my favorite days of the year~)
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers (I don’t like them though)
[ ] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up

Total so far: .5

[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[/] falling in love (wouldn’t know what to do…
[ ] super secret (?)

Final Total: 1

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of __ out of 72 common fears.

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.

Halloween Meme rules:
1. You must tag at least 3 other people.
2. You CAN'T Retag someone
3. You must tell the person you tagged that you tagged them


1. What does Halloween mean to you?
the one night a year everyone is the same as my friends and i.
where everyone is at peace around me at least.


2. What is the best song that would sum up Halloween for you?
Ozzy Osbourne's "You're No Different."


3. Whats the worse thing to happen to you on Halloween?
my tradidtion of tripping and spilling all my candy, that went on from the beginning of my memory to, oh, about fifth grade.


4. Whats the worse candy that you've ever gotten on a trick or treating raid?
well the worst thing I have ever gotten was tooth paste, does that count?


5. What movies do you think make up for the best all night spooktacular Halloween video marathon?
I don’t think I have ever seen a truly scarry movie, so none.


6. What movie would you never ever want to miss seeing at Halloween?
…………see question 5.


7. Do you like to listen to Halloween themed music during October?
umm, not only on Halloween, on cristmus, valentines day, all year?


8. Now for something completely different. Do you believe in ghosts?
don’t know, I have had really creepy stuff happen to me before, but don’t know If it were gosts.


9. If you answered yes have you ever seen, heard, or felt a ghost? maybe, don’t know.


10. What about other things that go bump in the night?
no, I almost wish, but no.


11. Tell me about something that scared you during Halloween.
nothing, nothing scares me about Halloween.


12. Where is the scariest place you've been on Halloween?
a haunted house,used to be called haunted acers I think? wasent vary scarry though.


Tag: whoever wants it.